ODE TO MY CAKE :D

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Lyrics:

I baked you on a Saturday night
beneath the kitchen lights so bright
that shone as I gave you eggs and flour, shone as I gave you life

I mixed you up in a pyrex bowl
I gave you all of my heart and soul
and there you got all thick and creamy and gooey and beautiful!

Oh tomorrow you’ll be gone!
but your memory will go on -
I took a photograph of you in the kitchen

Opened the oven and slid you in
you looked so cute in your baking tin
and as I closed the door I couldn’t wait to see you again.

Those 20 minutes seemed like forever
I caught my breath - believe me I’d never
seen a cake as marvellous and beautiful as yoooooou!

Oh tomorrow you’ll be gone!
but your memory will go on -
I took a photograph of you in the kitchen

I dressed you up in sugar snow
and all the colours of the rainbow
and now the time has come to let you go…
I dressed you up in sugar white
and rainbow jelly light
and now the time has come to let you go…

I baked you on a Saturday night
beneath the kitchen lights so bright
there I gave you eggs and flour, there I gave you life

Oh tomorrow you’ll be gone!
but your memory will go on
I took a photograph of you in the kitchen
I took a photograph of you in the kitchen
I took a photograph of you in the kitchen

Also: Noted Absence Of Fairy Godmother

Cinderella’s second installment is now finished, I have decided!

Not a lot has changed since the “draft” version. I just added a few harmonies here and there and adjusted the mix, and made the whole song a bit louder. :]

Added a lyrics page.

Someone asked about this ages ago. There is now a lyrics page accessible from the top navigation bar. I’m working on putting in all the lyrics, even the very very old ones.

A Couple Of Things.

Not exactly new things, but still things that are not OLD and possibly things you haven’t heard much of yet. Both of these are quite weird! There are some more normal songs coming. But for now you get the weird ones. Yes.

The Cocoon Episode V: Emergence
Borrowed Wings VERSION 1

(’Borrowed Wings Version 2′ is coming soonish and in my opinion is much nicer than Version 1, but hey, I’ve put Version 1 up anyway because despite its WEIRDNESS maybe somebody somewhere will actually like it. xD Who knows?)

OK, now, back to my hibernating. ;)

Feeling this song.

I wrote it a while ago. It seems more and more relevant all the time.

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:: VENEER ::

She knows no scar is erased
& she knows the morning gives grace
to the mermaids imprisoned in sand
to the winged ones who fell to the land

She wakes and the water is clear
& the edge of the storm disappears
in a beautiful welcoming light
& her armies are gone with the night

In the sunlight she wonders how shadows take hold
cos her garden is filled with such wonderful souls
& she wonders how gardens can wither and die
when the heart that beholds them is so full of life

she knows the evening comes
& she knows that the heart cannot run
from the mind like the breath from the air
but there must be a solace somewhere

& she needs an anchoring soul
just to hold when the darkness unfolds
and the warmth peels away like veneer
from a picture of all that is real

In the sunlight she wonders how shadows take hold
Cos her garden is filled with such wonderful souls
& she wonders how gardens can wither and die
when the heart that beholds them is so full of life

Why do these tears go on, do these tears go on
she says why, when there’s nothing before me, nothing before me but love?

She knows that the garden will drown
& the rain will pour down
& all that she loves will be gone
she knows that the storm will not cease
& she will not find peace
til the new day begins a new song…

she knows that the morning gives grace
to the whispers that nobody hears
she knows that the morning gives grace
to the dreamers collecting veneer

Hiatus.

Yep.

(In case it wasn’t obvious enough from the lack of updates!)

Interview and Max/MSP geekdom

First of all…
Interview at Hélène Deroubaix’s Humana Maelstrom zine. :) <3

Secondly…
I got my video capture software working! This means I can now worry/baffle you with my first Max/MSP/Jitter creation, created in my final year of uni, the Synscape. It’s a soundscape which responds to colour. As you drag the mouse over the colour-wheel panel, the HSL (hue, saturation and luminosity) information is fed out and processed, and these values control the volume faders for 15 individual (but overlapping) music compositions, one for each region of the hue spectrum. A low pass filter responds to the saturation values, and 3 additional sound files respond to the luminosity of each pixel.


Max is a programming language developed by Cycling74. It’s incredibly powerful - you can do pretty much anything with it when it comes to audio/visual concepts. Hook it up to movements sensors, video cameras, PlayStation dance mats… ;)

I am designing another patch, but it’s much more ambitious ;) It’s an “otherworld gateway” which processes realtime recorded sound and video and warps it…. you won’t see this one for a long time though! I don’t even have Max installed (I have a 30 day trial on my new PC. I really can’t afford the full program for now. Sob.).

Tofu is the vegan wonderfood

It’s a really simple and versatile food. I think it’s a shame than so many people do not like tofu. :(

I wonder if they just had bad tofu experiences? Like, the first time I had tofu, I did not know how to prepare it. I threw it into a stirfry and it ended up just a slimy, wobbly, flavourless mess. I guess if that’s the kind of tofu people are trying, they’re likely to not want to eat it again!

Fortunately I knew some people who were able to show me the errors of my ways and offer me some tips on tofu preparation so that I would not suffer the same disaster twice…

…The number one tip being that since on its own it doesn’t have much flavour, when you use it in main dishes you really ought to marinate it or it will taste like cardboard. And if you do not prepare it well, it will taste of SOGGY cardboard.

I had tofu last night for the first time in ages. And it was so good. :] I was reminded of why I <3 tofu.

I’m not a tofu expert but it really is not difficult to prepare it in a way that makes it seem edible. I freeze my tofu when I buy it, and this makes the texture firmer. After I thaw it, I drain it and wrap it in paper towel and press out some of the sogginess. Yesterday I put it straight into a marinade of soy sauce with chilli and a bit of soft brown sugar on a random whim (and it came out tasting delicious, with a good texture) but next time I think I will try this method. I have never tried dry-frying tofu prior to marinating it! What an excellent idea! :D There are some marinade recipes too, which is helpful.

Yessss I shall indeed have a tofu adventure next week and try some new recipes. :-)

Desert Bridge! :]

We are there! Jonas has done it! Yay!

The Strange and Somewhat Sinister Tale of the House at Desert Bridge has been unleashed to the public! You can get the game here.

Below is a playlist of all the Desert Bridge music, in celebration of this momentous occasion. You may also download the soundtrack as a zip file if you REALLY want to - I can’t imagine why!! It is really very very silly music! :]
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p.s. I am eventually going to replace the SoundClick player on my site with this sweet little flash player thing. It is much better because I can actually make more than one playlist. Huzzah.

Piano dancing

I’ve noticed that in the past couple of years I’ve been writing piano parts in quite a distinctive way. My piano parts have a lot of common elements. Um well, when I say “writing”, I don’t really mean “writing” because I never actually sit down and write any of my parts - I’m an improvise-in-the-moment-around-these-basic-moods-and-harmonies-and-see-what-happens sort of girl. I may record the same song with seven different piano parts and then pick the one that communicated the most. But you know what I mean. So maybe I mean that lately I have a distinctive PLAYING style?

In songs written before 2004, I think the piano parts are less developed. All my music has grown up but especially the piano parts, which are much more sophisticated these days and in some parts quite fiddly (keeps my fingers nimble! Hehehe).

What comes in the moment is a kind of piano dancing - my fingers seem to want to play things that are flowing and always moving. Sometimes when I’m editing things I’ve already recorded I think of the piano in waves, like water, that’s how it seems to me. I can write more static parts but usually I don’t, because when I play, the things I play are rarely sitting still, they are dancing all over the place and my fingers are trying to sing the song all on their own! Greedy little things… I think I like playing that kind of piano music because it’s easy to get lost in, it’s expressive and it’s complex but simple at the same time. I use different registers for very specific purposes… I can always feel when the piano part needs to be higher or lower on the keyboard to get the right feeling for a particular section of a song - you’d be amazed at how much difference it can make! Sometimes it makes or breaks it, just having the piano part sitting in the right pitch range!

When I first began writing songs, I had the ability to play the piano (though I was not as capable as I am now), but whenever I wrote songs I would sequence the piano parts with the mouse, entering the notes manually one at a time - I never used to actually physically play any of the instrumental parts, and yes, I know that’s quite an insane thing to do! You don’t have to tell me that I was crazy. xD I knew. But I got quite good at crafting realistic parts after a while. I was a speedy little clicker! (’Dream of the Innocent’ - mouse clicking! ‘Waiting for the Snow’ - mouse clicking! ‘Shine’ - mouse clicking!)

Even though I grew up learning Beethoven and Mozart and Bach and Bartok, as soon as I didn’t have to play it anymore for exams (OK, if I’m honest, I am not the type who gets much pleasure from playing the same pieces that everyone else plays, the same pieces from the same books… it just wasn’t what I wanted to play) I stopped playing that music and - shockingly - I haven’t touched sheet music for years! Since I left secondary school I have played the piano exclusively by ear and I play only the things that I want to play, in the styles that I want to play. And that, I think, is where the piano-dancing came in. ;)

I love playing the piano. I mean I really really really really love it. I am a much better pianist than I am a singer. Oh I wish I could sing with the confidence that I can play. But no. ALAS. Maybe one day. :) If I keep practising!

<3

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